Community is hard.
Even with four people, it's harder.
Since I can't communicate and delegate well, I can't expect too much from everyone.
If I do, it feels like I'm putting more harm to myself than helping.
My anxiety started to crept in. It's the whole imposter syndrome hullabaloo again.
How should I do this? How can I work with these feelings?
Now, it's not about building and managing community, that's easy and straight forward.
It's actually about managing a team that consists of respectable people.
I know I'm making this harder. Everyone is doing their best at the initial tasks given.
I should feel at ease. One step at a time. One communication at a time.
It is hard, but still it's under control. Our control, my control.